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| Yoshika | Apr 26 2012, 02:35 PM Post #1 |
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The hallways were normally teeming with students, though at this odd hour there were only a few students wandering through the corridors. The girl moved through them easily, having chose this time of day to avoid anyone bumping her shoulder, which throbbed painfully even at rest. She planned to visit the nurse after she got done her studying for the day. It was getting too painful to deal with. Sunlight streamed through the windows, allowing the shadows of the bruise on her face to peek through the make up she'd put on it to hide her father's handiwork from view. It was nearly perfect, only the darkest of the markings showing through. But still, she had to get it taken care of. The girl's familiar walked beside her easily, the housecat sized animal limping slightly but clearly on the mend. Books were propped in her left arm, the girl was heading towards the library to get some work done. However the feeling of eyes watching her was not something she could ignore and the girl suddenly stopped. Hazel eyes glanced around, looking for whomever was watching her so intently, her right hand clenching instinctively before relaxing again. She turned to look over her shoulder, red-brown hair fluttering out of the way as she did. "Mistress?" Damion questioned and she waved to him lightly. "Don't worry about it Damion." She said quietly, not seeing anyone at first, but then if they were trying to watch her without being noticed, they likely wouldn't be seen until they wanted to be. Or they liked to toy with her, either way, she noticed nothing too different from the usual. A few double takes at the darkness on one side of her face, but most didn't even bother with that.She tipped her chin up, a confident cant to the girl's lips, before she made to start her trek to the school's library again. |
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| sugoisake | Apr 26 2012, 03:01 PM Post #2 |
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Zxaine would have been right, dark eyes in particular watched intently but whether from a distance or close at hand there was no one visible. The owner of the watchful eyes had ducked away into an empty classroom, not because of the threat of being seen was at hand, but because it hurt again. Deep inside, the need to settle bubbled and rose, but never did it dare surface. Promises were promises, she had made a silent promise to Lucas and his kind heart that she would quell the need to seek retribution. It made her head hurt again to think about it, but she grit her teeth to bear it. Her hand rests in the darkness and wills it to come to her, drawing it into a marble sized orb in her hand. A single grasp of the gathered energy in her palm, she felt a wash of comfort and relief. Promise is a promise. The ball of energy, casting its own odd light, would stay in her hand. She recalled both the incident in the Auditorium and Lucas's own words -exercise caution. There were other reasons the nephlet decided to shadow her, observing the enemy in silence. It had not been the first time Amber watched her either. She had her perspectives, her opinions on the girl, and barely any were positive. Stepping away from empty classroom, she follows after her again. She matched her light footsteps to Zxaine's, becoming a ghost in the echos of footfalls. The only sound that could give her away was the soft flutter of the school uniform, out of step it would give her away. But the angelic girl would not hide with a second look. |
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| Yoshika | Apr 26 2012, 03:10 PM Post #3 |
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As she continued her trek the echo of her footfalls would cause her to take note again, they sounded... off. Even with the hallways as empty as they were they shouldn't sound doubled. The girl stopped and listened intently, acting as if she was merely looking out the window. Her right hand came to rest on the sill as Damion looked at her questioningly. She couldn't shake the feeling that she was clearly being followed. Finally she turned and looked squarely in Amber's direction, her eyes questioning and wary as she did. Her face betrayed no emotion, her body going into perfect stillness. She barely knew Amber, having met her once or twice, and she had little reason to know why she was following her short of the incident in the auditorium. Of course Stella would cry to her friend, who obviously would come after the big bad Zxaine. Her expression grew slightly bored, as if she was expecting better then this. "Hello." She stated simply, Damion turning to look at Amber with a tilt of his head. Zxaine didn't move from the spot by the window. She'd heard rumors of what Amber could do, testing those rumors was not something she was particularly keen on. "Why are you following me?" She had a few theories as to why, but still, better to ask then to assume. The teleporter set her books on the window sill and centered herself in the hallway, forcing her right arm to cross with her left as she awaited an answer she obviously wanted. "I have a few theories, but far be it from me to assume." She tossed her head lightly to make her bangs fall out of her eyes, her gaze focusing on Amber with intensity. It was clear that no matter the reason, she wasn't one to take being shoved around or followed and she wouldn't tolerate it from someone who was most likely no friend of hers. |
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| sugoisake | Apr 26 2012, 03:30 PM Post #4 |
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The girl stopped and so does Amber, watchful eyes staring right at her. But what present in her gaze once Zxaine finally looks her way? Nothing, purely absent of any visible emotion, face lacking visible expression just as her eyes lacked any light of it's own. It remained steady, even when Zxaine showed boredom. "Hello." A small nod and a small "Mn" of ackowledgement, clasping her hands at her waist. "Why are you following me?" Headtilt, a quizzical one at that. Was this girl really what rumors make of her? "I have a few theories, but far be it from me to assume." Her dark eyes seemed to momentarily dismiss her, dropping to look at the cat at her side. A small, wistful smile crossed her face. Once her attention returned to Zxaine, her face regained its neutrality. "...Assume away." Gently spoken, meeting Zxaine's intense gaze with her own leveled one. If Zxaine was not one to be pushed around, neither was this girl. She carried it with an unearthly calm. "You assumed already, so might as well not impede your thoughts further." |
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| Yoshika | Apr 26 2012, 03:39 PM Post #5 |
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Damion meowed as Amber looked at him, sitting and curling his tail around his paws. Zxaine was on her own if it came down to it, the cat couldn't shift to his real shape until the stitches were out. Then the girl returned her gaze to Zxaine and the brunette lifted her right hand to tap a single finger on her chin. The movement in her arm was painful, but she betrayed none of that in her expression. "...Assume away." Her lips turned up slightly in amusement. Still, a friend of an enemy was still her enemy. "You assumed already, so might as well not impede your thoughts further." "You're here because of Stella." She said simply, it was no secret that the winged girl was protective of the white-haired one. "Probably not sent by, Stella isn't so.... impulsive. But here for her none the less." She sighed and shrugged her left shoulder. "We both know that. So shall we skip the 'being mysterious' bit and get to brass tacks?" She took a few steps towards Amber, pausing conversation distance away. "Or shall we keep up the facade?" From this distance the puffiness of her left cheek was clear but she merely looked more confident for it, her eyes were both warm yet wary. Knowing this could turn bad at any second and it would take only a moment for it to happen. "Are you mad at me, Amber? Mad at me for caring more about Lucas' feelings then Stella's pretty hair?" The compliment to Stella's hair was sincere, and her voice held no malice. She spoke as if they were discussing the weather, or class notes. Completely calm and collected, though deep in her stomach she was wound tight, the slightest hint of threat and she'd disappear entirely. She was no fool. |
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| sugoisake | Apr 26 2012, 04:19 PM Post #6 |
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"You're here because of Stella." Blink. That was all. It really wasn't a secret that she adore the girl. The extent of her protection however was what was being called out. "Probably not sent by, Stella isn't so.... impulsive. But here for her none the less." A flicker in her eyes, present and gone. Amber blinked it away, keeping her focus on Zxaine. "We both know that. So shall we skip the 'being mysterious' bit and get to brass tacks?" Step. She does, not Amber. "Or shall we keep up the facade?" A heavy silence in their air followed that question for now. Amber continued to keep a leveled gaze on her. There was more she wanted to say, so she kept the shroud of silence up. It would only be polite. "Are you mad at me, Amber? Mad at me for caring more about Lucas' feelings then Stella's pretty hair?" At that, Amber smiles. It was an unsteady calm one, like it could crack into an entirely different kind if pushed in a certain direction. It was there and gone, back to neutrality. "Ah, how unfair, miss." The word miss was tacked sharply on as an afterthought. "To shove me into a single corner in this little triangle." Step. "Stella did not send me, nor did I come here for her. Understandable that one would come to that conclusion, no fault of your own there. No, I am here...doing as I have always done." Always was the key word there, but she was quick to continue along. Step, echoed in the halls. "You're not the only being who cares about his feelings. They're both dear to me, despite the complexity of the situation at hand." The smile returns to her face. "Though given that argument at the auditorium...you didn't seem too keen on his feelings at all. Or am I assuming?" |
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| Yoshika | Apr 26 2012, 04:36 PM Post #7 |
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Her eyes twitched toward the unsteady smile, she'd seen the like before. Though not on this girl, on her own mother. There was something darker then she'd heard in this one. Still, she wasn't about to back down. "Ah, how unfair, miss." Zxaine couldn't help but feel the girl was being sarcastic, while she was being perfectly pleasant. Still, best not to push the girl too far, she'd seen what her mother could do in one of her rages... she could only assume Amber was the same... if not worse. "To shove me into a single corner in this little triangle." She barked a soft, short laugh. Amusement flickered in her eyes. Still she said nothing for the moment, Amber had let her speak uninterrupted, so too would Zxaine. Her posture relaxed a bit, most of her weight resting on her right leg as she waited for the blonde to continue. "Stella did not send me, nor did I come here for her. Understandable that one would come to that conclusion, no fault of your own there. No, I am here...doing as I have always done." Oh the irony. She couldn't keep the mirth from her expression, that this girl would be following herself of all people and claim it was only 'what she's always done' was enough to crack up the girl. Still, she kept her voice to herself, though her lips were pulled up in a sly smile. "You're not the only being who cares about his feelings. They're both dear to me, despite the complexity of the situation at hand." the girl brought that broken smile to her lips again. "Though given that argument at the auditorium...you didn't seem too keen on his feelings at all. Or am I assuming?" She lifted one hand and wagged a single finger back and forth, almost sarcastically. This girl was too much, thinking she knew it all. Oh how very amusing this was turning out to be, she was suddenly glad she'd stopped. "So the fact that you just happened to start this... what you always do... thing just after that incident is completely coincidence? I'm not foolish or blind." She brushed her hair behind her ear and refocused on the girl. "Still, your loyalty is admirable. I certainly would not be so quick to forgive. However, as for my, as you put it, 'not being keen on his feelings.' I do think you better think a little bit harder. Now. Riddle me this Amber. If someone you cared for more then you cared for your own life was being manipulated and hurt by someone who betrayed his trust fully and without showing a single sign of remorse aside from hastily marked 'apologies' would you stand for it? Or... would you do what I'm thinking you would based on your obvious dislike of me?" She wasn't sure if Amber would get the pop culture reference, and she made sure to use the other girl's name. Her voice was still devoid of anger or ill will, though defiance at what this girl insinuated was clear in her eyes and pulled off her in waves. Zxaine was obviously frustrated with what this girl assumed of her feelings. "I'm not the one who abandoned you all like a litter of unwanted kittens. Am I?" The fact that she used kittens was a bit ironic, but in character with the girl, most of her analogies of the like were about felines. It should be unsurprising. "To be honest, I think there are much more worthy things to do with your time rather then follow me around. You don't see me harboring any ill will do you? Even though I stand to lose more then I think even you realize from anything that happens from this point forward." She pulled out that sticky sweet smile, Damion hopping into her arms to mewl loudly at Amber. |
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| sugoisake | Apr 26 2012, 05:18 PM Post #8 |
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"So the fact that you just happened to start this... what you always do... thing just after that incident is completely coincidence? I'm not foolish or blind." Just a knowing smile out of Amber, almost a giggle but it never surfaced. "Still, your loyalty is admirable. I certainly would not be so quick to forgive. However, as for my, as you put it, 'not being keen on his feelings.' I do think you better think a little bit harder. Now. Riddle me this Amber. If someone you cared for more then you cared for your own life was being manipulated and hurt by someone who betrayed his trust fully and without showing a single sign of remorse aside from hastily marked 'apologies' would you stand for it? Or... would you do what I'm thinking you would based on your obvious dislike of me?" How little they knew of one another...The winged girl would undoubtedly have had a definite answer in any other situtation but this. But Amber made no attempt at corrections. That's not what this was about, or what was assmed to be what this was about. The blonde pondered the riddle as one should, but allowing her to finish. Ah, that defiance, the mild frustration...nope, keep steady. Promises were promises and this would be feeding it all over again. "To be honest, I think there are much more worthy things to do with your time rather then follow me around. You don't see me harboring any ill will do you? Even though I stand to lose more then I think even you realize from anything that happens from this point forward." "That's a shame." To her last statement, devoid of any sentiment the words should have contextually. She honestly couldn't care less what was at a loss for her. For that kindness of that boy and that girl, that was different. Zxaine was more than correct on the extent of her loyalty. "As per your riddle...it's quite telling how willing you are to jump to conclusions so quickly. You speak that riddle as if offering a perspective that should indemnify you. It makes you in the right and that there are no other reasons to look further because doing so will rob of you of the benefit of his heart." She closed her eyes. "I wonder if that's why...Lucas holds such doubts about you. Aside from that reprehensible outburst." An idle and ironic thought coming from a murderer, but aware of that fact, she did not linger too long on it. "To answer that honestly, I'm not all that forgiving, Miss. But since this considers two people I care about, I am forced to seek all facets that exist. It would be unwise to act so hastily." A shift of her gaze to her and a flash of that unsteady smile. "As for what I do...I'm surprised. Do you really think this was the only time I've shadowed you?" Consider the length of time she was with Lucas...Zxaine was a smart girl to put two and two together. |
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| Yoshika | Apr 26 2012, 08:09 PM Post #9 |
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"That's a shame." "Isn't it." She drawled, knowing the other didn't really care. "As per your riddle...it's quite telling how willing you are to jump to conclusions so quickly. You speak that riddle as if offering a perspective that should indemnify you. It makes you in the right and that there are no other reasons to look further because doing so will rob of you of the benefit of his heart." She sighed visably, this was getting monotonous. Always she was wrong, always she was the bad guy. A bored look fell across her face again. "And you avoid answering it because you know if someone hurt someone you love as deeply.... you'd eliminate them." She responded easily. "I am not some great evil that you need to battle. In fact. I'm quite sure I don't know why you're deciding to meddle at all. You seem to hate meddlers." of course she was talking of herself. It was clear to her that almost no one cared for the fact that she had gone after Lucas, and obviously Amber would be the most against it. "I wonder if that's why...Lucas holds such doubts about you. Aside from that reprehensible outburst." Her eyes betrayed nothing of the hurt she felt, though her right hand flexed in anger and she felt the wound on her shoulder split. It hurt, but she didn't move. "Kindly... keep your hearsay to yourself. I don't like rumors." Her tone was cool but still held no malice. She knew Amber was trying to get under her skin, and she didn't appreciate it. Damion's ears went back and he growled softly, he didn't appreciate this game. She completely ignored the next thing Amber said, she wasn't a fan of double standards. Obviously Amber had one and she got a roll of her eyes in response. "As for what I do...I'm surprised. Do you really think this was the only time I've shadowed you?" "Oh. So this is just the first time you were sloppy and got caught? How... unimpressive." Edited by Yoshika, Apr 26 2012, 08:12 PM.
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| sugoisake | Apr 27 2012, 06:08 AM Post #10 |
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"And you avoid answering it because you know if someone hurt someone you love as deeply.... you'd eliminate them. I am not some great evil that you need to battle. In fact. I'm quite sure I don't know why you're deciding to meddle at all. You seem to hate meddlers." "Now that's just assuming, Miss. I have not meddled." Yet. "And my answer is what I have said." Amber says cheerfully. "Kindly... keep your hearsay to yourself. I don't like rumors." "Heresay, hn?" Amber echoed her. It could have bothered her, however the girl exuded a quiet confidence. She knew her place in Lucas's life, she would have no need to ever prove it to Zxaine. It would be apparent on its own if need be. "It hurts a lot less if you think of that. Nothing but heresay to dismiss, ignore the truth. I suppose you can continue to live that way...but then there's no chance to one to learn and grow." She wondered if Lucas would have concurred, certainly and that thought warmed her. Onyx eyes would dip again to the cat quietly. Why did it growl? She had not thrown anything to its master that wasn't truth. Step. "Oh. So this is just the first time you were sloppy and got caught? How... unimpressive." "Not at all." A lift of her head to watch Zxaine again, smiling. "I wanted to approach you today. I wanted to actually see for myself who you were. Considering the way, no how he had spoken of yo-" A pause and a shake of her head. "Nevermind...I suppose that too would be hearsay from me, ne?" A shame, she thought to herself and meaning it this time. A step past her and into the light the window allows into the hall, finally out of the dark. It was warmer here, noticibly. A gaze out the window for herself, overseeing the school grounds, recollecting his words and the auditorium. "...It must be frustrating for you. Constantly being compared to her." A shift of her gaze to Zxaine again, her tone sounded soft and sympathetic, but her gaze remained neutral. What was her aim? "To be compared with the first warm light in his life, one that could do no wrong, that constantly draw most to her. All the meanwhile, you sink in her shadow, the feeling how easily he can turn back to that light claw at you. You keep a prideful air about yourself and shine your brightest...but it's hard for humans to hide when something matters." That and she had heard it clearly at the Auditorium, the words of the other facet in this triangular situation. "You said you're not some great evil to battle. I never pegged you as such, Zxaine, despite what you may assume of me...that's quite sad to see yourself that way. I thought other things about you, but not to that extent." A pause to consider her words. Here, it was important. "To me, you're nothing. Merely the person Lucas had affection for, nothing more. Since you were connected to him, I remained watchful as I would do for any close to me." Spoken matter-of-factly, past tenses and all. A flicker of something in her eyes, but what it was - unclear, drowned by her her dark eyes. Attention to her - what say you, Zxaine? Amber wanted to wrap this up and take her leave, but not without saying what she needed to first. |
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| Yoshika | Apr 27 2012, 08:32 AM Post #11 |
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"Now that's just assuming, Miss. I have not meddled. And my answer is what I have said." She said nothing, it wasn't worth a response. She could see that no matter what she said, she would be wrong to this girl. So why bother. "It hurts a lot less if you think of that. Nothing but heresay to dismiss, ignore the truth. I suppose you can continue to live that way...but then there's no chance to one to learn and grow." "Believe what you wish. If it's not said to me, then it's not something I trouble myself with. If there was a problem, he would tell me. Of that I'm certain." She stated dismissively, and she was certain, if Lucas truly doubted her THAT much... he'd say something. But he knew she cared about out him deeply and that she would never go out of her way to hurt him. "Not at all. I wanted to approach you today. I wanted to actually see for myself who you were. Considering the way, no how he had spoken of yo- Nevermind...I suppose that too would be hearsay from me, ne?" "Oh? That's why you hid the first time I turned? Convieniant." she waved her left hand in the air idly. "...It must be frustrating for you. Constantly being compared to her. To be compared with the first warm light in his life, one that could do no wrong, that constantly draw most to her. All the meanwhile, you sink in her shadow, the feeling how easily he can turn back to that light claw at you. You keep a prideful air about yourself and shine your brightest...but it's hard for humans to hide when something matters." Her lips tightened and she turned to face Amber again, who was now at the windows. Damion pressed his head against her cheek, mewling. Zxaine thought over that statement, then she smiled coldly. "That would insinuate that I would want to be compared to so weak-willed a person." She shrugged and pet Damion's head. "I am not Stella, I do not want to be Stella, in fact. I'd rather pour acid on my own face then ever be thought of in the same mindset as you all think of Stella. Honestly..." she placed her left hand against her cheek and in her most sarcastic voice continued. "Oh. Stella, you're so very perfect. You do no wrong, you're so sweet, simply amazing." She dropped her hand and the sarcasm. "Stella... is boring. And that relationship was doomed before I even came into the picture. You're blind to it because you don't want to see it. But honestly.... what can come of a relationship where you never challenge the other to grow. Where you're constantly fooling yourself into thinking everything is perfect. I'm not perfect. You're not perfect. And Stella is DEFINATELY not perfect. Don't compare me to her." She moved to pick up her books. "Because Lucas doesn't. We're different people, and just as I was polite to you Miss so too I expect you to not follow me around trying to make me feel bad about myself. I won't let the likes of you bring me down. Damion hopped to the floor, wincing as his shoulder throbbed. "To me, you're nothing. Merely the person Lucas had affection for, nothing more. Since you were connected to him, I remained watchful as I would do for any close to me." "That's too bad. Very well though. If I'm nothing to you, you are nothing to me." She stepped around Amber, done with this conversation. "I hope you have a good rest of your day. Good-bye Amber." She inclined her head politely, offering a faint smile before turning back towards her original destination. Edited by Yoshika, Apr 27 2012, 09:18 AM.
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| sugoisake | Apr 27 2012, 11:07 AM Post #12 |
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"Oh? That's why you hid the first time I turned? Convieniant." "It had nothing to do with being seen by you." She gave no further information on that. As far as she was concerned, that shoud stay where it was meant to, in the shadows where no one could see it. Even as Zxaine went on about Stella, all she could think of was bitterness, especially bringing up perfection. While Zxaine could begin to walk away, Amber would follow, not quite done with this girl. "I never said any of that to make anyone feel bad. It's merely a summation from what I have seen. How could a summation bring someone with your sense of pride down?" It was an honest sounding question this time. "And I never once insinuated any perfection of Stella, or anyone having such a thing. You did. You seem so upset to think of someone could be seen on that level. It obscures your judgement until you react, just as you had with the auditorium." A pause in thought. There was nothing further she could do here, she had a feeling. She wasn't sure if Zxaine was even willing to hear her anymore. Amber had already gathered her feelings on the girl and did it without going to the worst case scenario. A small personal victory. "You really should not underestimate Lucas as you had. He's a lot stronger than you think. Just because your feelings are involved, doesn't mean he needs to be so protected. Just don't let that anger obscure you again." Now she can turn away at that to the opposite direction, try to leave on a better note. Though she could impart that advice, Zxaine was still as she had said - nothing. An abrasive girl who didn't hear, whom Amber was certain had preyed on Lucas at his weakest. But despite what she thought, what she gathered, this nothing was still a person who had meaning to the one she did care about. A lift of her hand as she walks off towards the Auditorium maybe. "Do fix that shoulder, Zxaine." Not the poignant miss Zxaine had used for her, but a name. |
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| Yoshika | Apr 27 2012, 12:23 PM Post #13 |
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Zxaine froze, her shoulders flexing as she tried to pull control of her emotions. The gaping wound on her shoulder burst open, crimson pouring down her side and arm. The brunette spun on her heel, splatters of blood making an arch around her with the motion. "I never said any of that to make anyone feel bad. It's merely a summation from what I have seen. How could a summation bring someone with your sense of pride down? And I never once insinuated any perfection of Stella, or anyone having such a thing. You did. You seem so upset to think of someone could be seen on that level. It obscures your judgement until you react, just as you had with the auditorium." "But you did insinuate it. Are you really so …" She paused and shook her head. "I'm sorry that I'm not some snow-haired princess and as such somehow not good enough for you to think I deserve Lucas' affection." Her eyes burned with passion, though surprisingly rage was absent. Sadness and resignment maybe, but anger was clearly lacking. "But by calling her some shining star that I pale in comparison, you are trying to state that she's better then me. And she's not. Nor am I better then her. Anyone who had any less self esteem then I would not only be hurt, but they'd be offended. And if you think I'm dumb enough to think you have no good reason to follow a 'nobody' like me then you must think I'm completely daft." The girl clenched her fist, smearing blood across her palm. The library would have to wait now… this would have to be taken care of. "By stating that Stella is so very radiant that I pale in comparison, someone everyone cannot help but be drawn to, you're placing her on this pedistal, high above everyone else. And I don't accept that, I'm proud yes, but I don't think I'm BETTER then anyone." She turned her head and looked out the window, sighing quietly. You really should not underestimate Lucas as you had. He's a lot stronger than you think. Just because your feelings are involved, doesn't mean he needs to be so protected. Just don't let that anger obscure you again." "As for the auditorium." She paused, eyes sliding back to Amber. "I lashed out for one reason, and one reason ONLY. Lucas had told her how much she hurt him, I told her the same thing, the fact that she did what she did proves that she doesn't CARE. I hurt Lucas' feelings by doing what I did and d'you know what I've been doing? Respecting his wishes and giving him space and time. Not throwing myself at him like some …" She stopped. It wasn't worth it. She lifted her fingers and touched them to her forehead, collecting herself. "You only see the wrong in what I do.You're blinded by your friendship." The girl looked to the ruined sleeve of her shirt, her eyes going soft. "As for this…." The girl lifted the blood coated fingers to look at them. "You're welcome, it was worth it. If you'll excuse me, my previous plans seemed to have been forced to change. I have to get this taken care of." She bit her lower lip and turned, leaving a trail as she made her way now towards the nurse's office. Edited by Yoshika, Apr 27 2012, 12:24 PM.
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| sugoisake | Apr 27 2012, 01:03 PM Post #14 |
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Stop and she watched. Blood...how she missed the color, the way it spattered on surfaces. It made a lovely arch around Zxaine as she fought with her emotions. Amber's dark eyes fell to the blood than to Zxaine, a look of concern across her pallid face. NOT GOOD. "I'm sorry that I'm not some snow-haired princess and as such somehow not good enough for you to think I deserve Lucas' affection. But by calling her some shining star that I pale in comparison, you are trying to state that she's better then me. And she's not. Nor am I better then her. Anyone who had any less self esteem then I would not only be hurt, but they'd be offended. And if you think I'm dumb enough to think you have no good reason to follow a 'nobody' like me then you must think I'm completely daft." Had she insinuated all that by her summation? A blink at her, trying not to focus on the shoulder, or the blood at her palm. She felt her heart beating and the surge of the darkness in her. Strike her now. She's weakened. No. "As for the auditorium...I lashed out for one reason, and one reason ONLY. Lucas had told her how much she hurt him, I told her the same thing, the fact that she did what she did proves that she doesn't CARE. I hurt Lucas' feelings by doing what I did and d'you know what I've been doing? Respecting his wishes and giving him space and time. Not throwing myself at him like some …" A nod at her words. Good. Prove her wrong. This girl was so important to him, she wanted to see it for herself, whatever sliver it was. "You only see the wrong in what I do. You're blinded by your friendship." "That's not-!" "As for this…" The bloodied fingers. Amber's dark eyes tried not to focus on them for too long. "You're welcome, it was worth it. If you'll excuse me, my previous plans seemed to have been forced to change. I have to get this taken care of." "Eh?" Your welcome? For what? Instead of going further, asking further Amber had remained rooted in place, watching her until she was out of sight. Her eyes dipped down to the blood, feeling the rumble within her. Want. NEED. Amber shut her eyes and turned away towards the opposite direction Zxaine had went. The cleaning crew around here will get it, certainly. She needed to walk away, pressing a hand to her forehead. Clammy. Maybe she should go see Kudo-sensei about it before it surged. "...That did not go entirely well. Should've been more cautious with my words" A soft sigh. But a facet has been gained. |
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