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| Tweet Topic Started: Dec 29 2004, 09:42 PM (3,317 Views) | |
| kyra_leonheart | Feb 27 2005, 10:23 PM Post #46 |
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Sometimes the only way to find your light is within Darkness
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Well SJ, I know what you mean. You´ve been hurt so much by Love that you don´t seem to be able to believe in it anymore. Also, looking around, you don´t see many happy couples.... Still, even if you don´t believe in Prince Charming, as I never believed, that doesn´t mean that someday someone special won´t appear in you life. YOu may have lost hope, but never close your heart´s door. YOu never know what may happen. Sometimes happiness is just one step forward. Just whait.... |
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| Tacofoolio | Feb 27 2005, 11:28 PM Post #47 |
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We are number one. All others are number two, or lower.
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That's great Mith, congrats on finding that special someone, :) I'd tell my story, but it's long, and yall would get bored, lol. Actually it's not that boring, just long, it's 4 1/2 years long afterall. Let's just say it was a chance encounter that became a huge part of life, and so far has a happy ending. :: flashes wedding ring :: I'm giddy from the girl scout cookies we just got... :lol:
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| Mith | Feb 28 2005, 03:59 AM Post #48 |
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A wedding ring? So lucky! ^__^ It's great to hear such stories of success in love, but at the same time...I understand how you feel, SweetJanie. Before I met Eriance, I had a guy that really misused me and I hated myself for a long time after that. I liked hearing of other people's love stories, but they made me feel empty and hurt. I just knew I couldn't fall in love, nor would I let myself. Don't worry, I know that when the time is right, you'll be able to love again. Don't rush anything, okay? If it bothers you, try to find something that occupies your mind until you feel that you can have such feelings again. It's perfectly fine not to be in a relationship at the moment, and I hope I didn't make it sound as if there was something wrong with it. I just hoped sharing my story could help other people realize that even if you're hurt, there is always a chance, yes? And Tacofoolio! I couldn't imagine a happier ending. ^^ And I just bought girl scout cookies today too! The little girl was only about 3 feet tall and she looked up at me with her fuzzy pink shirt on and asked, "Would you like to buy some girl scout cookies?" in this adorable little voice! I couldn't resist her cuteness, so I bought two boxes of thin mints. And she wore little red gloves! So cute...
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| UsagiMamoru | Mar 4 2005, 02:31 AM Post #49 |
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Love is the most wonderful feeling in the world. Love is the best feeling ever. I love being in love. I have a boyfriend. My boyfriend is a popular bad boy and he gets into trouble, but he loves me and I love him and he's my boyfriend. My boyfriend gets into a lot of trouble. My boyfriend smokes and drinks and he even used drugs. My boyfriend is still smoking and drinking. I was able to change him and we are opposites and he gets into a lot of trouble. We are opposites, but we love each other. My boyfriend is a bad boy. I love him. My boyfriend is a bad boy and likes to get into trouble. My boyfriend now is a bad boy and he gets into trouble. He's a lot of fun and he gets into trouble, but he likes teasing and he gets into trouble and he's fun. My boyfriend is a bad boy and I love that about him. I love that he gets into trouble, I love that about him. I love that my boyfriend is a bad boy and I love that he gets in trouble. I love my boyfriend's troublemaking side. I love being in love. Love is the best feeling ever. I love my boyfriend. My boyfriend drinks and smokes and parties and used to do drugs and he loves me. |
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| Angelic Blue | Mar 5 2005, 05:36 AM Post #50 |
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SJ, it's not something you should give up hope on... take a look around, I found someone. You never know what could happen if you just wait. |
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| Carmencita | Mar 5 2005, 05:46 AM Post #51 |
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You guys are so optimistic about lurve that I wanna die.
All I know about the subject is nothing but infatuation. Yep, I'm an expert regarding that topic. I can't tell love from hate or indifference. I don't understand why people act and say the things they do when in love. (a reason why I suck at writing romantic love stories. I really *don't* feel the lurve) People had told me though that loving is a decision. And.... that's it. I don't think I'll understand. At least, at this moment anyway. :sick: |
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| Mith | Mar 5 2005, 11:19 PM Post #52 |
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I wish that telling someone about love was easy. It's not. Love is something that you have to feel. It really can't be described accurately, and it's very difficult to even come close to it with mere words. All I can say is that it is worth every bit of toiling, suffering and pondering that you may have to go through to get it. So persevere! It won't be so bad once you get there.
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| Angelic Blue | Mar 22 2005, 07:52 PM Post #53 |
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And believe me, she's not joking... |
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| Materia Thief | Apr 20 2005, 05:47 AM Post #54 |
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yet again, today I loved you
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Love...love is complex for me. Love, well, I'm not sure IF I've ever felt 'love' before. I know I've had crushes and infatuations before, but LOVE, I'm somehow doubting. I think, however, from my experiences, that love is very closely tied to hate, most of the time. Love and hate, I believe are two sides of the same blade. It causes you both pain and sorrow, but it also gives you hope and joy at the same time. Well, that's just from my experiences and everyone experiences different things. :) |
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| kyra_leonheart | Apr 20 2005, 06:34 PM Post #55 |
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So, here goes my still with out end story. Nothing special, just something I felt like sharing ![]() Until very recently I never believed in love. I even despised the simple idea of it. That´s cause since I can remember I look around and see people suffering because of love. Even my parents relationship wasn´t very good. On the other hand the fact that I didn´t believed in love was kinda like a shelter, cause I knew I would never be loved. I always had lotsa complexes about being fat and wearing glasses, so I always lived apart from the others. Always was alone, cause the other kids were always teasing me. Since very young I became different and thought love was for weak. I only had one boyfriend and I didn´t liked him. It was just a way of making the other girls stop calling me freak and lesbian just cause I didn´t had a boyfriend. Then, September of last year I had to move to other town to finish my studies. At this time I was a Goth and hated the simple mention of the word Love. But here I was able to discover myself and found out that the real explanation for my hatred for love was because I was afraid of loving. Then, on March I was on my senior´s trip to Spain. We stayed there from Friday until Tuesday of the following week. On Monday I knew a awesome guy. Brown-haired, brown-eyed tall hot guy. But what really caught my attention was the fact that he played the guitar. Since that day until the end of the trip me and my girl-roommate and him and his guy-roommate spend all the time together. The night when I left him I realized I was really found of him, and the next day I found out that I was in love with him. And those who know me can tell you that for me to say the L (ove) word is because I really mean it. I never felt anything like this before! I felt colourful, I learned to love the sun because it illuminated my love. That´s cause I always was a creature of night, but next to him I learned not to fear the sun. BTW, his name´s André. I tried to deny my feelings and I told what I was feeling to my roommate. The next day I tried to get away from him. Walking far from the rest of the group. I wanted to erase what I felt. But I couldn´t. He was so sweet! He cared for me, he realized I was acting funny and was always trying to find out what was wrong and all. He acted like a really Prince Charming. So much that I couldn´t resist it and began to walk near him. During the rest of the trip we were always together, clinging (I think this is the word) and all. He was perfect! And when he sang! Oh, his voice sounds like an Angel´s voice! He´s my Angel of Music…The trip ended and we got split (he lives less than an hour from here by car) but we kept in touch by our cell phones. He sent me some sweet messages…Everything was fine until holydays ended and I had to return to the place where I lived now (after the trip I spent about a week in my hometown). A few days after the beginning of classes, his roommate from the trip sends me a message saying he had…what´s the word…well he had been with a girl the week after our trip. I was very sad, but hanged on, I never had any hope. How could an Angel love a silly fat girl like me, right? But we were friends, and that´s what mattered to me. But then some people started to say things and to make fun of me and I knew that sooner or latter he would know about my feelings for me, so I decided that I should be the one to tell him. So I did, I had the unfortunate idea (I feel like killing myself when I remember this) of sending him a message saying that I liked him, and that we should stop talking cause I was tired of hearing people teasing me. So far so good. He stopped talking to me. Then I was really devastated. Then, one beautiful day he sends me a message saying that he hopes everything´s okay with me and with my beautiful eyes that never got out of his head. I felt like I was in Heaven! Not because I had any hope that he might love me back, but because he talked to me again! Now, a few days ago, I sent him a message asking him if we could still be friends, cause people had stopped teasing me. He still didn´t answered. My roommate from the tip said he had stopped answering her as well, so he was probably out of money in his cell phone. Me and his roommate still talk and in his photoblog he has a photo of him with a young couple. My comment to that photo was for him to be careful with all that poison, that’s cause the girl in it was one of those who had teased me. She is friend of the girl that had been with André. Today she came to talk to me because of that comment and after a discussion I found out that even if he had “been” with the other girl more that once he never sent her messages (and to me he had sent several, all of them really sweet!). Now I´m suffering cause I don´t know what to think. I don´t wanna lose him as a friend. Besides, when I was home I talked my mom about him, like I never did before, and she said for me to stop being afraid and to start believing in love. I know that my story isn´t nothing special (and I must apologise for my mistakes), but I really needed to share it cause I feel like exploiting! Even do I´m suffering, I´m thankful I was been given the chance of loving him. Even with all this confusions I feel a bit of happiness, as I never felt before. When I remember him, his voice, his touch…I feel alive! Love can make you suffer, but it also makes you fly! As people say “don´t be sad because it ended, be thankful because it happened”. Now I´m gonna drown my sorrows in my tears while listening to one of my favourite song and one of those music he used to play: “Tears in Heaven”, from Eric Clapton. |
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| SweetJanie | Apr 20 2005, 07:16 PM Post #56 |
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Yup, you really are different :rolleyes: Are you sure he's an angel? ![]() It's nice to see ppl in love... :) |
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| kyra_leonheart | Apr 20 2005, 07:43 PM Post #57 |
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Sometimes the only way to find your light is within Darkness
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If he´s not an Angel, he surely looks and acts like one... He alone "can make my song take flight"
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| Sinclair | Apr 21 2005, 05:11 PM Post #58 |
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-=Takes in a deep breath.=- I actually have an entire complaining page about this on my site.. "Life, love, and friendship" and one bitching about Relationships. My thoughts on the ENTIRE THING. Life, Love, And Friendship. ( Sorry, I just TOOK OFF with the entire thing.. ) Can - I - stay in love forever? -=Breaking Benjamin, Forever Awright. Here's something that's actually rather important to everyone. Yes, that's it, finding the one in your life you who can call your true love. But... How old do you exactly have to be to find that one and only? First.. The steps: 1. Meeting; you always have to meet that special someone first, and then that leads to number two. 2. Friendship; Friendship is always needed before hand, if you're going to go out with that person atleast wait a little bit before you start dating.. Get to know one another well enough, before you become official. 3. Partner; Think about it, after afew weeks does that person seem to be all that s/he is cracked up to be when you were crushing on them? Does s/he admire you the same way? ( -=Clings to her Jay.=- ^^ ) Even atleast a little less or more than you do? 4.Trust; You need to TRUST that person before you're going into a relationship, friendship and trust is BASICALLY the same thing; sharing your life with that person, secrets, things you couldn't tell anyone else. Think about it, what if the person turns out to be some insane bastard. 5. Sexual; Fit your sexual preference? Bisexual, straight, gay? How do you NOT know you want to be with someone who is the same sex OR opposite as yours? 6. Long-term; If you think something isn't going to last why would you even jump into it? Knowing someone for two says ( -=Huffs, curling up on Jay.=- OOPS! A flaw I made. ) isn't really enough to get to know them. 7. Friends; if you're going into a relationship with that person why don't you get to know their friends, INCLUDING best friends. They would know how that person acts even if you don't know that well; hyper-active, idiotic, respectful, mature, immature. 8. Fights; this ALWAYS happens in a relationship whether it's a playful fight or "I-hate-you-at-the-moment" fight. How are those going to end up? 9. Love affairs; This explains itself. 10. Breaks up's; How much do you actually care to get that person back after you broke up? Are you still dating even after, or trying to forget and move on? 11. Coming back/Getting back together; ( This is basically the same as Breaks up's, but not in a way. ) This happens ALL the time, despite in ANY relationship, it doesn't matter what type of relationship you have, you're going to fall sometime and eventually get back together for another try. Or, you two left behind what you both had, yet face each other with the same caring you had before. Does that mean you're going to come back together and rekindle a flame you had before. 12. Sex drive; ....You're not just jumping into a relationship to play games, have sex, and then leave, right?.. And when the break-up comes along are you SURE you're NOT going to hurt that person? 13. "I love you."; Do you believe what the other person when they tell you those three littles words, or are they pretending? ( Eee.. Noo.. -=Cuddles her Jay.=- [ Even if he isn't at these forums. ] ) Is there a chance that they actually don't CARE at all, but rather, in this relationship to get back at someone else? =/ 14. Future, what do you see for you two in the near future, or even, years to come? 15. Engagment; NOW, this doesn't happen in a "crush" relationship, or even "I-have-my-eye-on-this-one." ( Still meaning crush, or even a deep feeling. ) Do you really love each other enough to get married? 16. Marriage; and finally, there's marriage. Could you even LIVE with that person for such a long time? I mean, if you're a teenager, fifteen, sixteen years old, you can't exactly leave your house to live with someone... Maybe, you CAN, but still. Those are some things to think about, this really caught my attention because I am in a relationship, I don't think too far ahead because I don't want to be let down in the process. I love Jay more than anything, so the words "I love you" DOES NOT cut it for me when I tell him that I love him. Actually, "I love you." doesn't COMPARE to what I feel for him. It's like everything is lifted from my shoulders when I'm talking with him; I feel so comfort, safe. Everything is just light, and when we're apart, I miss him so dearly. It's almost hard to bare, yet, I understand he has other things to do. I gave up the boyfriend I had just to be with him, actually, that person's admiration and nearly all the friendship I had with him.. So just for him. Which is just alot for the moment. Just to have another chance with Jay, was all I ever wanted. I knew I messed up pretty badly the first few times, and now.. I just don't want to lose him. He's.. a catch. Now, for those teenagers/kids/adults who think I'm joking with something like this, I'm not. I know it isn't much to complain about, but it's a serious topic. I'm content with myself knowing I still have my place with Jay, knowing it's been a long time. I don't care if it is an online relationship, it feels the same to me. I want him there with me every moment, but I can't have it. Taking time is just another step. Feeling safe is just another step. Knowing that I love him more than life itself is more than everything. -=Takes in another breath.=- Basically what I mean is; Love isn't something to toy around with, that commenting about relationship is another page from my bitch page I haven't gotten around to posting yet. Love isn't easy to explain; you find someone... Something clicks.. And everything is just a turn around. If you don't love someone ( if you just LIKE them. ) don't mess around and tell them "I love you." it's only going to mess up the relationship in the long run, because you're going to end up NOT liking that person after a amount of time. |
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| Carmencita | Apr 25 2005, 10:46 AM Post #59 |
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The Rag Doll
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Words of wisdom. Yep. :nod: But sometimes it's kind of hard to determine 'like' from 'love' or even 'obsession' at times... I guess you have to go by gut on this one. If you follow your heart, you could mess up big time, because the heart doesn't think. If you follow your brain, you could end up thinking too much and watch life pass by... And I'm not making sense anymore. Deyamn. Oh well, that's the rambling for today. Thanks. |
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| Sefie | Apr 27 2005, 05:28 PM Post #60 |
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Yes, that's true. Following your heart involves major risks, but the rewards are beyond what I can express with words. That's the way I live life, following my emotions. Sure I get hurt alot, but I'm also very happy. And I feel that I live a rich life |
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I'm giddy from the girl scout cookies we just got... :lol:
I couldn't resist her cuteness, so I bought two boxes of thin mints. And she wore little red gloves! So cute...
It won't be so bad once you get there.


2:04 PM Jul 11