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| greglazor | Mar 19 2018, 05:05 AM Post #1 |
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Hi, I am laying in bed, next to my wife. she is hugging me from the back, breathing to my neck. I could hear his breath slowing down and steady. I couldn’t sleep. I stare blankly to the dark and I feel empty. I have almost everything people talk about when it comes to happiness. A good wife, a great job that I enjoy and pays me well. But here I am, feeling all confused, blank and painful. I feel numb, suffocate and lifeless. For all the reasons I could think of, I should be grateful for the life I have and be happy about it. Yes, I am grateful. But I am not happy. I feel guilty for not being happy. I cannot talk to anyone. No one can understand. Even I can’t understand. Everything is so quiet. All I can hear is my wife’s breath and the sound of my wall clock. I feel so lonely. I feel like I am the only person in the world have this feeling. This feeling overwhelms me, eats me alive and I find myself lost in it, piece by piece. I find myself push people away because I think they don’t truly understand me. I try to build a thick wall around me to protect myself and my lonesomeness. Behind the wall, I have the whole world of my own. Except there is nothing in that world. I know it is not healthy for me to stay in my world forever. I know it is time for me to break the wall. But I just don’t know how. Life is so hard out there. I don’t want to risk my vulnerability to anyone. I simply cannot trust someone who doesn’t understand me. It breaks my heart to conceal my true self. My loneliness gradually kills me from inside. For More Details: Cashless Payment Video Edited by greglazor, Mar 22 2018, 06:50 AM.
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